7 classes, 3 days of placement, and a kick to the head... Priceless

My energy will be spent next semester not on socail settings, not in the psych with a good friend, not playing my guitar and learning / writing new songs, doing art in candlelight listening to abstract music, knitting, playing with potti or just sleeping. With all of the attention I give others by listening and caring for them, I once again look arround and wonder who will take care of me... what about my needs... wine wine wine... ( I wish). I know God is all of that for me... so please do not give me the "right" answer. Just a short vent. Events are continually unfolding, and sometimes those control issues I carry feel like they may explode. Or implode (sp?). Fun, but not so much all of the time.