Vacation time

I am going to be traveling 13 hours to New Brunswick with my Father to visit all of my Reletives. I will be gone for 10 days, and hope not to miss Brockville too much. I would really like to visit the ocean again. Something about big bodies of water that makes me feel like a little kid in a giant bath tub. (Anyone that has seen me at Sandbanks Provincial Park would understand.)

N.B. is a beautiful place. My grandparents live on the top of this huge ridge, with a river going in between. I really just want to be alone for most of the time. I need an awakening or something. "My soul is parched in this dry and weary place."

My Grandfather has had cancer for 2 years now, and is on his way out. I have been somewhat upset about it, but keep most of that to myself until I see him. Them living far away is sometimes good, sometimes bad. Cant imagine what goes through someones head in the last years of their life. My Father and Grandfather have never been very close (as close as dutch fathers and sons get) and with my Grandfather being sick, it makes me desire fellowship with my dad. I cant believe that I would not do everything in my power to get to know him better. I am like him, a part of him you could say, he loves me a crazy amount, and he will be gone from the earth in like 20-30 years. Why would you hold back from loving and knowing your own father? (FEAR, ANGER, UNFORGIVENESS... not really worth it.)

Please Pray for what ever you think is best.
(Use to ask for specifics, but people like Ric and Shaun pray whatever anyways, so go nuts...)