Two paths... am fighting which one to take. I hate descisions that have to be made, and making them. I'm not so good at that. I can read something from one book, have an answer, and read a different book and feel confident with the other. I know that we all want to be Moses, and hate just being Joe blow nobody Isrealite wandering, following the leader, but I think that this is what I may be called to... And I think I have found that i am ok with that... just the in between will be hard. (Sory if you do not know what I am really talking about... I am CRAZY!!! )