Questions...

Have been asking a lot of questions latly... not the simple why is the grass green / sky blue ones... the biggies, like:

am I wasting my time here?

who the fring is this person? (others, me)

am I really ok with who I am, or have I tricked myself?

why am I so different? (special... not so much)

is God really delighting in me?

How can I really be happy in everyday life?
(am for the most part! but I'm not doing anything, or at least it feels like nothing)

(How the heck are others happy with everyday life!?!?)

How can I appreciate the temporary, when the eternal is what counts?


Dont know... I know it has nothing to do with what, but rather with who. I know that because I have so much time on my hands I will be asking questions like these ones... I also know that if God wanted it any other way, he would have provided a kick ass busy job, but for now I rest... must be a reason...

later, Jo