Tired...grrrrrr

I have been so stinkin tired in the last while. I am sick of this feeling of axiousness and termoil inside of me. I wonder what it is. It keeps me awake at night wakes me up in the wee hours of the morning, and hits my body the moment I open my eyes to the sun (without even a thought). From speaking with 2 others in my circle, I am not the only one. I keep on wondering when stuff like this is happening if I have done something wrong, if i am heading in the right direction, if God is trying to tell me something... and this time it is no, I am in check (on the big things) and very rarely does God deliver things that cause heart burn... to me.

So why the discomfort. I have learned to hate it. Maybe i should learn to embrace it as a blessing to keep me dependant on Christ. If I let it, it could keep me from going anywhere or doing anything... Not good But if I let it, it could also have the potential of pushing me closer... Oh well, this to shall pass, I will investigate a little more this evening. (if you dont hear anything else, it is because it was too personal to share.)

11 more days to my next dentist appointment. YAY!!! and 18 days to my next birthday. Insurance will go down... YAY!!!